Hey I’m
back. Very cliché introduction aite hahaha.
Dah sebulan
dah cuti baru nak update. Busy lah kan kononnya. First half of the month,
berebut tv dengan budak gemok – for the sake of the satisfaction of watching
various kind of Korean drama on bigger screen. Err and Japanese too. And then
the second half of the month, hooked with detective conan manga as I’m trying
to finish all chapter that I haven’t read before. Hahaha. Bayangkan lah 800++
chapter. I’m currently at 400++. Grrr depressed dengan hobi yang tak
mempamerkan kefemininan pun ==”
I didn’t
even step out of the house for a month hahaha. Sila bayangkan kulat dan
cendawan dah tumbuh atas kepala. True story - Except for the kulat and
cendawan.
And I didn’t
have any significant thing to update here. Yeaah. Saya tak dapat duduk kolej –
rejected and I’m feeling dejected wuhuuu ohyeah! Dan pelajar-pelajar UM
sekarang semua ada bakat nak jadi hacker – trying to korek-korek the exam
result that has not been officially announced. Of course I’ve already knew
mine. Bukan empat rata pun. Tapi.. ahh tunggu official result lah. HAHAHA. Dan hilal
asyraf dah menjadi suami orang. Hahaha ß this is very unsignificant aite ==”
And I’m
getting weird dream lately. Being loved back by the guy I love? Named botak? HAHAHAHA.
That’s really weird kan. And I can’t help but laugh thinking who the heck is
botak. Hmpphh. Dan jugak mimpi of making deduction – yeah put all those blame
to the meitantei conan manga. And of course reading that kind of manga has
driven wild thought into me – the thought of killing people! Hahaha scared
dengan myself. Grrr is this even
significant?
And I’m
getting eager to be in the 3rd semester. The syndrome that often risen
as the effect of too much holiday. I kept revising next sem timetable, the
subject I’ll take and the lecturers I’ll encounter. Haha. Very eager nampaknya.
And for those yang bakal jadi junior saya sem depan, tahniahlaaa. Untung tau
dapat senior tak normal macam ni. Hahaha.
Dah sampai
di sini saja update yang tak penting ini. Saya mahu sambung my unfeminine
hobby. Mana tahu kalau tak kerja O&G nanti, boleh kerja jadi detektif ke. *berangan*
this is the same when I had the lyrics writing and playing keyboard as my
hobby. Often has this thought - Mana tahu boleh jadi composer ke. And when my
hobby is that sewing-the-plushie-thingie – mana tahu boleh bukak bisnes ke. In the
end, Hobby is just a hobby. And me is still the unsignificant me.
photo: credit to marelyn telun
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| precisely 1 month plus 2 days ago. |
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| and the last payper. 1 month minus 3 days ago. |
And this
unsignificant me is actually lost.
Lost in the
middle of nowhere.
As if I’m in
the wide ocean.
Drifted by
the wave.
In a
hole-less and paddle-less boat.
Afraid to
swim. And afraid to wait.
Wait – do I even
know to swim?
Does someone
will ever save me?
Yeah I’m
lost in the middle of nowhere.
Don’t mind.
This is also
the effect of too much holiday.
Selamat berpuasa.
Selamat mencari
keredhaan Tuhan.
Selamat mencari
diri yang hilang.
Remember. the soul also need to be fed, people!
